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Photoshoot -.-

2010-01-25T06:46:00.000-08:00

Today after school , i went for a lame photoshoot for a magazine . i wont tell you what magazine is it ! But it was kind of awesome but still considered as LAME . Then i got makeovered by a BIRL :)) She made my face looked like a hobo, just like her/him . God , i was trying to remove those Fjerk makeups , but then my mom forgot to bring her makeup remover ! What a nightmare it was . Lol .

Read this and please dont skip .

2010-01-15T06:10:00.000-08:00

Boy: Baby we need to talk..

Girl: Kyle, what do you mean?

Boy: Something has come up..

Girl: What? Whats wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I dont want to hurt you baby

Girl: *Thinks to herself.*
Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me, I love him so much..

Boy: Baby are you there?

Girl: Yeah, im here, what's so important?

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say..

Girl: Well you already brought it up, so please, just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving..

Girl: Baby what are you talking about? I dont want you to leave me, i love you..

Boy: Not like that, I mean, I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Boy: Well my father is sending me away to a boarding school, far away.

Girl: I can't believe this..

Father: ERIKA, what did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn, phone! *He hangs up*

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go..

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but i cant... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me.

Boy: It's okay, I understand I guess..

Girl: *Thinks to herself.*
I can't believe whats going on..

Boy: I need to give you something tonight because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: okay, I'll meet you there in twenty minutes.

(They meet, and he hands her a note)

Boy: Here you go, this is for you, but I gotta go.

Girl: *tear*

Boy: Baby dont cry, you know I love you.. But I have to leave..

Girl: Okay..

(They go home, and she reads the note)

And it said;

Erika,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch, and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, or be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving, I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch, you never did anything right, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I'll never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. I hate you so much. I will not be talking to you soon bitch. Goodbye..
- Kyle

(She cry's, and cry's, then throws the note away)

--A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.Then she gets a phone call--

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just can't believe this happend, I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh.. About that. Kyle left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something.

Girl: Uh. Alright.

(She find's another note, in it, it says;)

Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your father might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= Will

I hope you didn't take that seriously, because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go, thats why I wanted you to run away with me..

-Kyle

Girl: Oh my God. It's a letter, Kyle does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket, when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!

Friend: *giggles* Okay. Well I gotta go, talk to you later.

Girl: Okay, bye. I'll be at home waiting for him to call me!

*Erika turns the T.V. on*

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors- this is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80. It was on its way to an all boys boarding school.." Reporter says.

(She turns off the TV, and three days later, kills herself. Of the fact that Kyle is dead, and she has nothing else to live for)

-A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a message.-

"Its Kyle, I guess your not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if you got scared, I promise to make it up to you, everything will be okay, I love you so much.. Call me as soon as possible. Bye, love.

SCHOOL ,

2010-01-06T01:54:00.000-08:00

Gosh , Lame orientation for one week , thats terrible isnt it ? Lol , i didnt come to school on the third day of school . Well i said because im not feeling very well , but actually i was too lazy to come to school :P "As Usual". I cant wait for more holidays in this year :')

2009 :'(

2009-12-31T02:30:00.000-08:00

I love you , i miss you , don't ever forget that 2009 :'( but sadly i have to leave you forever , im so sorry , i wont ever ever forget you okay ? 2010 will be replacing you soon , what should i do ?

2009-12-31T01:49:00.000-08:00

The Chocolate Was Pretty Awesome <3

2009-12-30T00:24:00.001-08:00

This is true :'(

I Wanna Be Like You :')

2009-12-25T11:58:00.000-08:00

Ryan Sheckler <3<3

Chad Muska <3<3

Tony Hawk <3<3

Mike MO <3<3

I Ran Naked With A Bowl Of Cereal Because Im Gay (L)

2009-12-25T09:56:00.000-08:00

you opened it now you have to post it or you will be cursed with bad luck for 30 days ): Unless you take this and repost this ! You have 3 minutes BETTER HURRY SON !

READY SET GO!!!

Pick The Month You Were Born In

1 (Jan) - I stabbed
2 (Feb) - i robbed
3 (Mar) - I banged
4 (April)- I shot
5 (May) - i ran naked with
6 (June) - I killed
7 (July) -I ran shirtless with
8 (Aug) - I slapped
9 (Sept)- I jumped
10 (Oct)- I smoked with
11 (Nov) - I kissed
12 (Dec) - I hugged

Pick the day (number) you were born on:

01 - a rock star
02 - a bag of weed
03 - a toothbrush
04 - a homeless guy
05 - the Trojan man
06 - a Mexican
07 - a Lesbian
08 - a whore
09 - a bowl of cereal
10 - a gangsta
11 - my boyfriend
12 - a hottie
13 - a cocaine addict
14 - Chris Brown
15 - an Easter egg
16 - a snowman
17 - my ex-girlfriend
18 - a sexy B0Y
19 - a condom
20 - Paris Hilton
21 - My Boyfriend
23 - cookie monster
22 - Barney the dinosaur!
24 - yo momma
25 - a pimp
26 - a spatula
27 - my boo
28 - a hot guy
29 - my hoe
30 - my crush
31 - a teletubby

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:

White - because im sexy like that
Black - because i love weed
Pink - because i still love cheese
Turquoise - Because I Love cocaine
Polka Dots - because I am a tranny
Graphic - because I'm gay
Grey - because i have AMAZING boobs
none - because im good in bed
Green - because i like shoelaces
Red - because I am crazy like that
Blue - because that bum stole my taco
Navy- because im the bomb like tik tik
Orange - because i am a Mexican
Tye dye - because I'm a fucking scuba diver**
Purple- because the gummy bears raped me
Striped - Because I am an Italian
Yellow - Because Your moms a skank
other - because I'm retarded

I Hate You A Lot Mofo

2009-12-24T11:50:00.000-08:00

Your pathetic. i cant believe you lied to me about something you said you would never do. i dont know why you call yourself my friends when all you do is lie to my face and slag me off behind my back. if you had problem with me why didn't you just tell me to my face. i seriously dont understand why your being so harsh

The Best Part :D

2009-12-24T11:26:00.000-08:00

"I watched ma mumma cry she said 'baby why' i say 'baby die' baby's gone like a suicide. I dont think you'll see him soon mum, stay out my room mum. Tell daddy i hate that mofo like you mum." Hollywood Undead, My Diary (L)

Two In One :)

2009-12-24T10:44:00.000-08:00

Again , i didnt blog for a long time :/ I was busy with my lame life , and so yeah i went to pangkor, that was the lamest place i've ever been to -__- and i went to penang which was a really amazing place to go :) I had loads of fun there with my mom, my sister, and my best friend, issal :) LOVE YOU LOADS xx

So what day is today ? Merry Christmas Day :) I did my own Christmas Wishes List, and here those :

1) Him :'(
2) New Skateboard
3) Learn Skateboarding
4) Better Life and Stop Being Emo
5) Meet Shane Dawson
6) Neyo and Beyonce Concert

I updated this because i feel like it .

2009-12-11T14:47:00.000-08:00

Yeah i didn't update for a long time . Sorry actually i've got time , its just i was too lazy to update and didnt know what to write , So yeah im fine but lately i was kind of obsessed with a guy named SHANE DAWSON , i love him alot <3 and yesterday i had loads of fun with my cousin , pipi and my sister , yaya :) We watched midnight movie without telling our grandma -__-! And when we got home , she scolded us but we ignored her and she got mad :D

Pffft

2009-11-23T23:11:00.000-08:00

2.01 pm , I Woke Up and Wanted To Eat Red Skittles That I Bought Yesterday So Badly And I Remember I Have Put It In My Bag . But Then , The Red Skittles Wasn't In My Bag :O Then I Asked My Mom And She Said Nana Was The One Who Stole It And Ate It ! Then I Scolded Her , I Don't Care Tho' She's Only 2 !

Missing You Forever ,

2009-11-21T11:54:00.001-08:00

I Miss You Alot ,I Just Can't Help Myself And I Think About You All The Time . But I Think Im Stupid Enough For Doing This , I Was Just Wasting My Time All This While . You Said You Love Me , But It Wasn't True . I Was Hoping And Hoping That One Day You'll Be Mine , But That's So Impossible Because We Were Always Meant To Say Goodbye :'(

One Word , Goodbye .

2009-11-20T05:44:00.000-08:00

I Hate This Day , The Day That's Full Of Goodbyes , But Today Was The Most Meaningful Day In My Life , LAST DAY OF PRIMARY SCHOOL , We Threw Flour At Each Other , We Enjoyed Our Last Moment In Primary School , But The Saddest Part Was The Part When We Saying Goodbye To Each Other , However , I Don't Really Care Because I Still Can Meet Them Up , But Its Kinda Hard To Meet Up With Mimi and Farhanah :'(

I'd Lie ,

2009-11-19T09:03:00.000-08:00

Does anyone know that my heart is broken?
Perhaps no one really knows because of the laughter I show when I'm with them,
Nobody knows that my heart is hurting because of that person.
Those days in love it was the laughter that made me happy,
Waking up in the morning next to the person that I loved,
It was everything that I could wished for,
But the laughter faded when the person said it was over.

Years have passed by but the memories are still here,
And I don't think I could ever erase the person from my mind,
Those wonderful memories from my heart.
My heart is bleeding from the sad memories that were once happy,
I can laugh and laugh,
I can lie to myself and my friends,
But the tears from the laughter are the tears from the heartbreak.

Sometimes in the nights I hear myself laughing,
The laughter that echoes through the nights,
Through the lonely dark room,
I sometimes realize that not all of the echoing sounds are laughter,
But they are the tears and sadness coming from my heart.
How can I erase anything when the person's love was so beautiful?
How can I erase that person from my memory,
When I still love that person so much.

Wishlist :)

2009-11-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

Viva La Gloria

2009-11-18T20:31:00.000-08:00

Hey Guess What , I Got 5 A's In UPSR :D I Didn't Feel Anything When Teacher Announced My Name , LOL . I Was Really Happy and Down At The Same Time Because My Best Friend , Issal Only Got 4 A's And She Cried :'( Congrats , You Still Got A's So Stop Crying , Love Ya x And And Congrats Tanes , She Got 5 A's ! Sep Sep :) After School , I Went To Kopitiam With Mama , Papa , Syazan , Issal and Tanes For So Called Celebrating Our Results And We Met Our School Teachers There =.=

I Just Can't Wait Forever ,

2009-11-18T07:19:00.000-08:00

I'm Not Quite Ready To Let Go Of This Past Year, I Have So Much To Show , One More Month And All I Need , Is A Sign From You , That You Think Of Me , If You Don't , Then Please Just Say So , Cause All I Do , Is Think Of You.

Confusing Feelings ,

2009-11-18T04:36:00.000-08:00

Looking At Pictures From About 6 Years Ago Is Sad And Makes Me Want To Cry But Laugh At The Same Time XD

Im New <3

2009-11-18T04:32:00.000-08:00

Actually I've No Idea What To Blog , LOL