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It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
Pffft
November 23, 2009

2.01 pm , I Woke Up and Wanted To Eat Red Skittles That I Bought Yesterday So Badly And I Remember I Have Put It In My Bag . But Then , The Red Skittles Wasn't In My Bag :O Then I Asked My Mom And She Said Nana Was The One Who Stole It And Ate It ! Then I Scolded Her , I Don't Care Tho' She's Only 2 !




Missing You Forever ,
November 21, 2009

I Miss You Alot ,I Just Can't Help Myself And I Think About You All The Time . But I Think Im Stupid Enough For Doing This , I Was Just Wasting My Time All This While . You Said You Love Me , But It Wasn't True . I Was Hoping And Hoping That One Day You'll Be Mine , But That's So Impossible Because We Were Always Meant To Say Goodbye :'(

One Word , Goodbye .
November 20, 2009

I Hate This Day , The Day That's Full Of Goodbyes , But Today Was The Most Meaningful Day In My Life , LAST DAY OF PRIMARY SCHOOL , We Threw Flour At Each Other , We Enjoyed Our Last Moment In Primary School , But The Saddest Part Was The Part When We Saying Goodbye To Each Other , However , I Don't Really Care Because I Still Can Meet Them Up , But Its Kinda Hard To Meet Up With Mimi and Farhanah :'(




I'd Lie ,
November 19, 2009

Does anyone know that my heart is broken?
Perhaps no one really knows because of the laughter I show when I'm with them,
Nobody knows that my heart is hurting because of that person.
Those days in love it was the laughter that made me happy,
Waking up in the morning next to the person that I loved,
It was everything that I could wished for,
But the laughter faded when the person said it was over.

Years have passed by but the memories are still here,
And I don't think I could ever erase the person from my mind,
Those wonderful memories from my heart.
My heart is bleeding from the sad memories that were once happy,
I can laugh and laugh,
I can lie to myself and my friends,
But the tears from the laughter are the tears from the heartbreak.

Sometimes in the nights I hear myself laughing,
The laughter that echoes through the nights,
Through the lonely dark room,
I sometimes realize that not all of the echoing sounds are laughter,
But they are the tears and sadness coming from my heart.
How can I erase anything when the person's love was so beautiful?
How can I erase that person from my memory,
When I still love that person so much.



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Viva La Gloria
November 18, 2009

Hey Guess What , I Got 5 A's In UPSR :D I Didn't Feel Anything When Teacher Announced My Name , LOL . I Was Really Happy and Down At The Same Time Because My Best Friend , Issal Only Got 4 A's And She Cried :'( Congrats , You Still Got A's So Stop Crying , Love Ya x And And Congrats Tanes , She Got 5 A's ! Sep Sep :) After School , I Went To Kopitiam With Mama , Papa , Syazan , Issal and Tanes For So Called Celebrating Our Results And We Met Our School Teachers There =.=




I Just Can't Wait Forever ,

I'm Not Quite Ready To Let Go Of This Past Year, I Have So Much To Show , One More Month And All I Need , Is A Sign From You , That You Think Of Me , If You Don't , Then Please Just Say So , Cause All I Do , Is Think Of You.

Confusing Feelings ,

Looking At Pictures From About 6 Years Ago Is Sad And Makes Me Want To Cry But Laugh At The Same Time XD

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