Today after school , i went for a lame photoshoot for a magazine . i wont tell you what magazine is it ! But it was kind of awesome but still considered as LAME . Then i got makeovered by a BIRL :)) She made my face looked like a hobo, just like her/him . God , i was trying to remove those Fjerk makeups , but then my mom forgot to bring her makeup remover ! What a nightmare it was . Lol .

Boy: Baby we need to talk..

Girl: Kyle, what do you mean?

Boy: Something has come up..

Girl: What? Whats wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I dont want to hurt you baby

Girl: *Thinks to herself.*
Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me, I love him so much..

Boy: Baby are you there?

Girl: Yeah, im here, what's so important?

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say..

Girl: Well you already brought it up, so please, just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving..

Girl: Baby what are you talking about? I dont want you to leave me, i love you..

Boy: Not like that, I mean, I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Boy: Well my father is sending me away to a boarding school, far away.

Girl: I can't believe this..

Father: ERIKA, what did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn, phone! *He hangs up*

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go..

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but i cant... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me.

Boy: It's okay, I understand I guess..

Girl: *Thinks to herself.*
I can't believe whats going on..

Boy: I need to give you something tonight because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: okay, I'll meet you there in twenty minutes.

(They meet, and he hands her a note)

Boy: Here you go, this is for you, but I gotta go.

Girl: *tear*

Boy: Baby dont cry, you know I love you.. But I have to leave..

Girl: Okay..

(They go home, and she reads the note)

And it said;

Erika,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch, and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, or be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving, I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch, you never did anything right, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I'll never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. I hate you so much. I will not be talking to you soon bitch. Goodbye..
- Kyle

(She cry's, and cry's, then throws the note away)

--A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.Then she gets a phone call--

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just can't believe this happend, I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh.. About that. Kyle left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something.

Girl: Uh. Alright.

(She find's another note, in it, it says;)

Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your father might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= Will

I hope you didn't take that seriously, because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go, thats why I wanted you to run away with me..

-Kyle


Girl: Oh my God. It's a letter, Kyle does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket, when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!

Friend: *giggles* Okay. Well I gotta go, talk to you later.

Girl: Okay, bye. I'll be at home waiting for him to call me!

*Erika turns the T.V. on*

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors- this is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80. It was on its way to an all boys boarding school.." Reporter says.

(She turns off the TV, and three days later, kills herself. Of the fact that Kyle is dead, and she has nothing else to live for)

-A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a message.-

"Its Kyle, I guess your not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if you got scared, I promise to make it up to you, everything will be okay, I love you so much.. Call me as soon as possible. Bye, love.

Gosh , Lame orientation for one week , thats terrible isnt it ? Lol , i didnt come to school on the third day of school . Well i said because im not feeling very well , but actually i was too lazy to come to school :P "As Usual". I cant wait for more holidays in this year :')

I love you , i miss you , don't ever forget that 2009 :'( but sadly i have to leave you forever , im so sorry , i wont ever ever forget you okay ? 2010 will be replacing you soon , what should i do ?

Your pathetic. i cant believe you lied to me about something you said you would never do. i dont know why you call yourself my friends when all you do is lie to my face and slag me off behind my back. if you had problem with me why didn't you just tell me to my face. i seriously dont understand why your being so harsh

"I watched ma mumma cry she said 'baby why' i say 'baby die' baby's gone like a suicide. I dont think you'll see him soon mum, stay out my room mum. Tell daddy i hate that mofo like you mum." Hollywood Undead, My Diary (L)

Again , i didnt blog for a long time :/ I was busy with my lame life , and so yeah i went to pangkor, that was the lamest place i've ever been to -__- and i went to penang which was a really amazing place to go :) I had loads of fun there with my mom, my sister, and my best friend, issal :) LOVE YOU LOADS xx

So what day is today ? Merry Christmas Day :) I did my own Christmas Wishes List, and here those :

1) Him :'(
2) New Skateboard
3) Learn Skateboarding
4) Better Life and Stop Being Emo
5) Meet Shane Dawson
6) Neyo and Beyonce Concert